October 19th, 2003

Current Music: Michael Buble - Kissing a Fool Subject: regrets Time: 11:13 am Current Mood: relaxed

It's so sayang. If Joey hadn't given me STD, he could have met George Bush. Anyway, enough of that na nga, I might get into trouble again. I kinda miss doing The Buzz on sundays now. Gretchen sorta did a good job last Sunday pero she is not that tactless enough to be called entertaining. Don't get me wrong. I like Gretchen and all and I'm glad she still accepted hosting The Buzz even if it's a little bakya for her status and this. I just hope she does her own thing and not to try so hard to sound like me. It looks a little pilit. Ay, Ruffa deleted her LJ na pala. What is she up to kaya?

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September 24th, 2003

Subject: cocked gun Time: 09:11 am Current Mood: jealous

i'm so puyat. haven't slept a wink since last night! tinutukan ako ni joey and left bruises on my arm while we were fighting. at first i was expecting him to whip out a different gun, para make up na kami... pero hello, violence! i'm not into kinky stuff like bdsm noh. to defend him people said pa na how come he never did it naman to his previous women. the answer is there's a first time for everything and that doesn't excuse you! i honestly don't know how he expects to get away with this. it's my and my star witness joshua's word against joey's. mark my words: he's going down. (but not on me!) nobody crosses this president's daughter and gets away with it. hmph!!!

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July 26th, 2003

Subject: straight from my Powerbook to your screen! Time: 02:06 pm Current Mood: rushed

i've been so super busy na i've been neglecting not only my lj but also my column. (pero at least i got THAT one over with na last week.) sorry, guys! also, a note to those who keep asking me whether i "did it" or not... please. i'm going to dance around you until i'm ready to come out with it and answer everyone's questions. pero for now, please stop na. i'm sure we all have more important issues to deal with diba? anyway i just wanted to update this and tell everyone to please watch tv tomorrow! all local channels, 8pm. kiss and tell! actually i've been itching to say something about it here pero the confidentiality clause or somesuch thing prevents me. but i will tell you this: i really hate it when they tape my dress to my breasts. it's too revealing daw kasi everytime i move. well, it's not like i'm flashing them! it's in good taste naman eh. eh kaso the director wants to be "discreet". so yun, they taped my breasts to my dress. actually, wala din nangyari. it just messed up my dress and hurt my skin. ouch. i am SO not gonna let there be a next time for that! haaaay nako, the things we do for vanity.

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July 6th, 2003

Subject: "ill-wishers" Time: 08:24 am Current Mood: annoyed

hay naku talaga. it's so early in the morning and here i am starting out on a sour note. siguro all these showbiz awayans are getting to me na. i mean, try naman hosting in the morning during the weekdays and hosting again on sunday! it's enough to drive one insane. kaya nga my getting an LJ was supposed to be some kind of therapy for me. it's my haven from all the batukan (richard and jinggoy) and name-calling (from the ex of you-know-who to me), and just read all the nice and not-so-nice things going on with you guys! talagang sometimes it's a lot more entertaining than showbiz! pero naman, sometimes it's not nakakatuwa na rin. take for instance this disgruntled person who left a comment in one of my posts: Ipinagdadasal namin mamatay ang anak mong si Josh (Anonymous) 2003-06-20 11:02 (from 64.208.43.139, via 64.208.42.18) (link) Select kasi napakalandi mo :) *** i mean, why involve my son? and sana if that person is brave enough to tell me who she is. whoever you are, kawawa ka naman because you have no career. maybe i'll ask jobert sucaldito to train you. mahilig din siya sa intriga e. and really, i see your IP address all the time! you love me 'no? you really love me! kahit na puro nonsense ang comments mo. anyway, later, joey will be on the buzz. yes, i am as excited as you are! back to work for me!

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July 3rd, 2003

Subject: coup d'etat state of mind Time: 09:13 am Current Mood: sympathetic

hay naku ha, someone is attempting to get the password to my LJ ha! kawawa naman siya, whoever she or he is. iha/iho, ask me properly and i'll ask someone from my friends list to give you a spare LJ code na lang. kasi, style mo bulok and di nakakatuwa eh! kwang.

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June 17th, 2003

Current Music: Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles Subject: we have a great tandem but... Time: 11:53 pm Current Mood: contemplative

Sometimes whenever I do a show with Korina I have this strange feeling na parang nahihiya siya. Make no mistake, I love Korina but sometimes I just find her a little too square. Like this morning while doing the show, I noticed that whenever I ask something personal about her she just looks blankly at the camera for a few seconds before she answers. It's like I caught her off guard or something. It's in the script naman eh. Pero natutulala talaga siya minsan. Do I shock her? Do I make her uncomfortable? Or baka naman it's just force of habit for her. She's a newscaster kasi so she is trained to look straight into the camera talaga. Ako kasi eh. I'm so madaldal and tactless. You know I just thought, if given the chance, I won't interview myself. Grabe, mamumula ako sa kahihiyaan. I remember this episode of Sharon when they us and our friends in her house. After the show they told me I was so maingay daw. Eh I'm having so much fun with the girls eh. Don't get me wrong though, I love having Korina as a partner in our show. Unlike the Buzz, we get to talk more about ourselves in K to K. Pero sometimes I think I embarass Boy too. Pero last Sunday ha I was o na-irita Hay naku, I don't want to talk about it na nga. Masira pa ang skin ko. Anyway, so it's late na and I can't sleep. I'm just here reading your journal entries for the last 2 hours or so. I miss my diary.

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June 15th, 2003

Current Music: penny dai pei ni - ni yao de ai Subject: just can't get enough Time: 01:04 pm Current Mood: hyper

grabe i've been so sobrang busy with projects lately! masakit na ang shoeses ko! sabay sabay ang film shooting, commercials, and buying gifts pa for josh... sana hindi magsawa sakin ang people kahit na you see me on tv na every day! i'm sorry na rin if you guys are sawa na with my userpics, wala naman kasi rin akong time to devote, mej low sya sa priority list ko. anywaaaaay... i have to admit na rin this one thing na timesuck sa sked also: meteor garden. i can see why it's patok na patok with the masa. the story is so simplistic kasi and the girl is a poor girl in a rich school, o diba relate? rags to riches. tapos all the cute boys pa, mga papa! if i were made to make pili, i can't choose talaga. pwede ba silang lahat?? wag lang sabay sabay. pero pwede rin! hihihihihi. but wait, off-tangent muna. did you hear na something happened daw with mahal and two noontime show hosts? my gosh! bastusan! they're making palabas pa na it's okay lang with mahal. nakakainis!! some people are so perverted talaga. it's not enough na they make bastos the skimpily dressed female dancers, papatol pa sila sa someone who has had a lot of troubles with her condition already. isa lang masasabi ko sa kanila: pick on someone your own size!!! i'm sorry my dear lj friends, kailangan ko lang talaga ilabas! i have to run na. keep in touch, i love hearing from you guys! p.s. happy father's day, love you dad.

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June 10th, 2003

Subject: I went backless today. Time: 05:13 pm Current Mood: inggit

is it true kaya that Ray Malonzo (who was our guest on Morning Girls kanina) gives out CARS to his girls? he denied it, pero swerte naman ni patricia javier and ynez veneracion, if ever. i never got anything like that ha! (parinig to________) i missed you guys! promise will update more, when my schedule lets up a bit.

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May 20th, 2003

Current Music: jealous by nina Subject: i remember the feeling but i don't remember the boy anymore... Time: 04:35 am Current Mood: giggly

i came across this poem that someone sent me during a past birthday... the swoon factor is still there, in fairness. ( hope this makes you kilig too )

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May 16th, 2003

Subject: oh no!!! Time: 09:40 pm Current Mood: annoyed

my like this: is nasira. what am i gonna have for breakfast tomorrow? i refuse to eat toast without hello kitty on it.

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May 11th, 2003

Subject: The Mom for all seasons.. Time: 05:52 pm Current Mood: bouncy

Happy Mother's Day to the world's greatest mom!

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May 7th, 2003

Subject: sampayan daw! Time: 03:05 am Current Mood: awake

i was channel surfing (again!) and was looking for something mindless and wala, something really mababaw lang talaga on tv. i saw this parang radio staion turned tv show thing, and i stopped kasi they were interviewing Belinda "Kwang" Bright. she was sitting on some table while the DJ/VJ interviewed her and asked all sorts of inane questions. she asked about Belinda's upcoming movie and what she wants to do with her life (i hear she's on probation at st. benilde ha!) Belinda naman answered okay, but the DJ made hirit about fashion. "what about designing your clothes? you want to design your own clothes-line?" grabe. like it takes a starlet to design a simple lubid or nylon sampayan.

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April 28th, 2003

Current Music: James Ingram - Just Once Subject: of wonderwoman, television and gossip columnists Time: 10:31 am Current Mood: hay nako tired as usual

Oh my god! I was just surfing the net and I saw this. Grabe naloka ako dun ha. Pero cute naman siya. I especially liked the fireworks effects they did with the pictures. You know, I am so sawa na with these Jimboy Mahal issues ha... The Buzz na, Morning Girls pa, Game K N B (later contestants sila!) pa! Pero live and let live na lang. During the weekend, grabe sila na lang ata ang laman ng weekend afternoon tv viewing natin. Also I feel for Mahal. I saw a taped interview of her and Jimboy from GMA with Joey, Richard and her stepdad. I also cried when I saw her hug her stepdad. I know, I've seen so many stars reduced to babies when Boy interviews them pero I felt something sincere when Mahal cried and hugged her stepdad. You know naman how it is with stepdads diba? Speaking of Joey, he is so makulit ha. Pero I like the fact that somehow our shows somehow compliment each other I'm sure aliw na aliw nanaman siya sa akin whenever they watch our show. Hotter the than summer ika nga! These showbiz columnists talaga can't get their facts straight sometimes ha. It's either they translate what you say out of context or just can't get a joke. Leah Salterio have you heard of the word sarcasm? If you do, then you probably wouldn't have written something as clueless as that. (Sunday Inquirer April 27, 2003 C3). Oh forget about that Kris! I should be worrying more about my next movie projects nalang.

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April 21st, 2003

Current Music: Apo Hiking Society - Mahirap Mag Mahal ng Syota ng Iba Subject: this comes close to living with michael jackson. Time: 02:18 pm Current Mood: very sure

I stared at Boy after that statement and i said to myself "Yeah, he is". Me: Jimboy, bading ka ba? Jimboy: helllowwww!!..... i'll stop there. Darling, if you want the public to think you are a real man don't wear too much rouge or lip gloss. on a sad note: Please pray for the repose of the soul of a very dear little boy, who passed away during the Holy Week. I had the pleasure of meeting him during his last few days here.

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April 16th, 2003

Subject: blind item!!! can you guess who it is? Time: 06:47 am Current Mood: shocked

oh my gosh oh my gosh i just have to post this! it's a blind article from Yes! magazine, pero anyone with an iota of imagination can guess who it is ha! "Most likely, a beauty queen-turned-actress was never able to tell her husband, before they exchanged wedding vows years back, about her past. Theirs, after all, was a whirlwind romance. This statuesque actress -- whose separated parents were both stars in the 1960s -- is rumored to have a love child by no less than her stepfather. The child, says our mole, is now 10 years old and lives in the US. Well, that should even the score between them, since the popular actor is himself a father to a teen. The only difference is that the actor's being a father has always been an open book. Rewind to 10 years ago. The stepdaughter's closeness to her stepfather was actually no secret in showbiz. He figured in many of her important decisions, including her joining the beauty pageant that eventually became her entry to show business. But what most of showbiz didn't know, says our mole, was that their closeness had gone beyond the norm. The powerful stepfather had gotten the poor stepdaughter pregnant. The unsettling question here was, why did the actress's mother not raise hell? She was never even heard to have packed her and her daughter's bags. Our mole, quoting a relative of the groom, says, "E, weirdo naman daw ang mag-inang 'yon talaga. Saka 'yong nanay, sunud-sunuran hindi lang doon sa lalaki kundi sa mga kamag-anak no'ng lalaki." The stepfather, a know womanizer, has a respectable family name, something which has endowed him with an air of untouchability. The beauty queen-turned-actress and her actor husband are still the picture of a blissful couple. " if it's who i think it is----GRABEEEE!!!! hard to believe. shocking talaga, she's so sweet pa naman in person...

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April 14th, 2003

Current Music: Yung song sa Chicago. Wala lang, ang galing galing nila talaga. I’m so inggit na. Subject: you and me against the world ... i've seen it na kaya! Time: 05:46 am Current Mood: irritated

My, gosh, it’s really hard to get some sleep and rest these days. It’s so irritating talaga to live in a humid and congested city noh! Especially in a place where the rats look like cats. Eeeeeeew!!! If I can only say kadiri to death without noticing how luma it sounds na eh. I’m not dated ha, excuse me! Kanina I woke up and talagang it was so hirap to go back to sleep na. Even with the aircon on ang hirap pa rin. Haaay nako! Good thing na lang that Josh is still asleep and he didn’t have a hard time sleeping in this init. My angel is so cute talaga. I honestly believe naman na it’s a good thing na mas nakuha niya ang features ko or else maloloka ako noh! Siguro I was still thinking of the episode of the Buzz yesterday. Particularly that part where me and Boy had Jimboy and Mahal as guests. You know those two right? As if sino pa ba naman ang hindi nakakakilala sa kanila!?! Over na yan ha. Where have you been kung di mo alam? Oh my God!!! Did you see those two up close!!! Grabe! You and me against the world talaga. Talo kami ni ... oh my i don't want to mention him pa at baka maalala ko lang yung past. Nagusap na kami so i'll just leave it at that. Pero I think siguro the interview is still bothering me until now eh. There are several issues kasi that is hovering above Jimboy and Mahal. Issues coming from Mahal’s family (her father mostly) like the one where Jimboy is making gastos na daw the money of Mahal in her account. And also the one where hindi daw binibigyan si Mahal ng tamang share of the money that they got sa commercial endorsements nila. As if malaki naman ang mundo of product endorsers noh! Aba, honestly, mas believable naman yata ako and even my son as endorsers kaysa sa kanila ha. But don’t get me wrong, I’m not masamang tao or making lait or whatsoever ha, it’s just that I feel na I can give them a run for their endorsement money. One and a half namin ni Josh versus sa one and a half nila. Say!?! Oh di ba bongga!?! Pero when we were doing the interview, grabe, I don’t know what got into me bigla. It’s as if l verbally lashed out at Jimboy. A girlfriend of mine who watched the episode said na I was quite mean daw to him and that it’s like I was so apektado. As if!!! Siguro I just remembered my own experiences. Like yung problems sa family because of love and all. I just hated siguro to see Mahal go through what I went through kaya siguro I made taray to her effeminate voiced boyfriend or whatever. I just felt protective lang probably. Oh my gosh! ayoko nang ma-remember kahit na if faced with Boy’s magic mirror. I don’t know what to say to him. Ay ano ba yan!!! Tuloy, kung anu-anong chika na ang sinasabi ko. Well, back to what happened na lang. What got on my nerves first kasi was whenever me and Boy asked Mahal about the issues, Jimboy will rudely intrude and answer for her. My God noh!!! When I looked at the two it’s as if I was looking at a ventril-what do they call them people? The ones with the puppets who are so fun to watch? Basta I forgot eh. I watched it in a scene pa naman sa Chicago where Richard Gere was so cute and Renee Zellweger was his talking puppet. I could have sworn that I can see Jimboy slightly move his lips while Mahal was talking. It’s sooo creepy ha!!! Kulang na lang ay nasa lap ni Jimboy si Mahal pero I think that it's something na too horrendous for afternoon TV. Hindi pa ganun ka daring ang the Buzz noh! Haaaaay nako! Ayoko na. Look what they did to me. I can’t sleep and now I’m writing a long entry in this cute journal of mine. Masisira ang beauty ng Hello Kitty motif ko. You just wait na lang for next week’s episode, kasi continuation siya nung yesterday. Grrr!!! Alam ko na yang mga gimik mo noh! Kung di mo love si Mahal then don’t take advantage of her. Me and Boy recognize your moves ha!

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April 13th, 2003

Current Music: Charlie's Angels Theme Subject: identity crisis! Time: 12:43 pm Current Mood: amused

okay, so i'm watching the other channel ha, and i am seeing geneva cruz strutting around onstage sa labas ng gma complex. baring her navel as usual. but what's really funny is that she's singing the charlie's angels theme as done by destiny's child. tapos poor her, she has no back up singers, so she makes habol the "i bought it" part. tipo bang thecarimdrivingiboughtit!theshoesimwearingiboughtit! etc. kawawa talaga. dati naman she made gaya the video of JLo, now this? iha, konting originality naman.

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April 9th, 2003

Current Music: the news on tv Subject: watching the news... Time: 06:31 pm Current Mood: worried

you guys ba think saddam is really dead na?

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April 8th, 2003

Subject: i just have to rant... i'll make bawi naman eh Time: 01:49 pm Current Mood: taas kilay

why does miss ruffa suddenly have an LJ too? please lang ha! to quote ate cherie gil, she's nothing but a second-rate trying hard copycat! maybe she's so sanay being told to take it, take it that she decided it applied to LJ as well. pwede?? and mrs bektas, get your facts straight muna before saying anything - are you really in maldives now?? sige ka, i may know you more than you know yourself! in fairness, enjoy naman ako watching your wedding. congratulations! for the record, i was the first one to discover lj and the teeming chismis bubbling within. not naman that i want to be a part of it, it's just my passion and my business! i'm so sawa na rin kasi with the trash talking and intrigues and all the deny, deny, deny. at least sa lj may plotline, diba? first person pa. and it's all in text so i feel literate na rin. i love you, LJ!

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Current Music: Listen To Your Heart, Roxette Subject: it's all about the endorsements Time: 12:11 pm Current Mood: disappointed

shocking ha. i was shopping around for new tiles for the house so i went to eurotiles first, which i endorse. grabe, my face was staring down at me from every corner of the store! sadly, wala akong nagustuhan sa mga tiles on display. i preferred pa the ones from mariwasa next door. hay naku. i don't know when my contract expires with them, but i feel guilty ha.

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